While
listening to AOL Slacker Radio, New Age is
my station, on my computer this morning, the woofer was so cranked that my Sally
Hansen #29 Honor, #33 Fly Away and #14 Dreamy Pink nail polish bottles danced
across the shelf above the computer right onto the floor. The sound was so beautiful and so ‘filling’ that my proverbial
emotional cup ranneth over and I started to bawl. Melody does that to me. That
another human being can create something so audibly spectacular crackles my
allegretto.
Years
ago when dreams were even bigger than they are now I used to write music; very Enya-like without the electronics. The equipment which is available
today takes music to levels beyond even my grandioso imagination. When my tunes
were performed it was a kick beyond imagining and when I think of what I could
have done with one of those fancy musical computer systems now, you’d have to hook
me up to a defibrillator. There is just something about sound which seems to
reach directly to my soul. Having said that, it is with sadness I admit I have
hearing loss, it runs in my family. Losing hearing isn’t like losing socks,
more like losing one’s virginity, when it’s gone it’s gone.
Call
me Scarlett, I’m not going to think about that now, I want to think about words
which have moved me the same way music brought me to my knees, filled my cup and
left me weeping. As I write this the first book which comes to mind, because
parts of it moved my soul and changed how I actually view and interact with
another species, is Garth Stein’s, THE ART OF RACING IN THE RAIN. If you have
read it than you know what I am talking about or rather what Enzo is talking
about. If you haven’t read it, DO, now. It’s a symphony, a hymn, a ballad sung
by a sweet musician without a voice or any ability to play an instrument. It
had me crying in my beer and I don’t drink beer.
What
book made you cry?
THE STORY OF EDGAR SAWTELLE - I mean, the kind of crying they call jerk crying. HIccuping, snot running faster than tears crying. Because of the dogs. And yes the boy, but mostly about the dogs. Can't explain the pain I feel when it comes to them.
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